a town is nothing without the people you love being in it. Not just that, but a town is only so good as the people in it. Or in my case, the people around it. I never know the right thing to say, i guess the idea is to say nothing at all. I am sick of all of it, i wanna go home. I am oh so terrible at this ( Read more... )

i want to move out. like now. I fucking cant stand her.

I would like to trade my boyfriend in for an upgrade. like Mikey 2007 instead of mikey 2003. Like microsoft does.

Screw my last post. I want to go far away from everything: school, friends, and b/f and just GET AWAY. I just want to sleep until i cant sleep anymore.

I am so done here. I am not mad at mikey for once, but the person i thought was my best friend here has sold me out, and another one of her friends, for a slut. that is all. my feelings are hurt. i wanna go home.

i just ran into him and he left to go smoke. hahahaha.

i have never felt so alone. It is true that if you dont have a boyfriend, you get excluded, but i guess if you do, you also will sometimes feel left out. Maybe I feel left out because I am still getting used to just being me. Sunday is usually our day. Well, now it seems to be MY day. I havent felt like this in 4 years and it is still the hardest ( Read more... )

so, i hate ending relationships. Maybe its because i have never broken up with someone i really care about and had to face it. I am sad, but it hasnt sunk in. I think we have broken up so many times it never seems real. It just seems that he will do something amazing and I will forgive him and we will get back together. Not this time. I cant let ( Read more... )

My work is so boring. I guess i did not get the wine job or the assistant accounting job but i guess thats alright. Maybe I will go to the mall tomorrow and look at getting a job at a retail store. yuck ( Read more... )

so me and mikey are not together. it feels weird. there were cops, his parents, and an empty bottle of vodka watching as mike couldnt believe that we are not working. He was drunk, I wasnt. I was with him for 1 year 5 months and 25 days. Its hard to go through the simple things in life, like getting out of class, and try my hardest not to call him ( Read more... )