10 lbs. down five to go ( Read more... )

I just said good by to chris. And now that he is gone, i feel very alone. He was my big brotherand one of my best friends. He was there to prtect me when i made the biggest mistake of my life and he was there when i needed someone to care. i am not okay. its going to be more than a year until i see him again. i feel very lost right now. Yesterday i ( Read more... )

its starting to effect my everyday life. i couldnt even hang out with my friends after the meet tonight cause i had to go home. Im glad the season is ending so i dont have to quit, im glad both of my brothers have left so i dont have to tell them and im glad that most people are so oblivious they dont see it and i dont have to explain myself. Im ( Read more... )

Have you ever been awake late at night and had a dream while you were still awake? I did last night,and i ended up recording my dream. It was really weird, but it covered 4 chapters of my book ( Read more... )

its interesting to me that i can see right through you and yet i still sit there and allow you to slap me in the face.
My sister said something to me that i found interesting. Its not what you say, its what you do that shows someone you love them.

wow it took me forever to update my livejournal. And i love it. I guess you have to know me to really understand why i chose Moulin Rouge. There is so much heat and passion in that one scene and this is the begining of a great love. What can i say im a hopeless romantic. ohh and thank you to josh who helped me or else i would still be working on ( Read more... )

Merry Christmas

WHile in that small white eight by eight room, i didnt even hear what she was saying. on the way home i just watched while life flew me by. Like the scene from garden state, whens he is on ecstasy and everything is moving so fast but he didnt move at all. Thats how i felt. A friendly piece of advice, enjoy what you have dont ruin something good ( Read more... )

Cann you say gayyyyy!!!!
Well tonight im home alone for a good part of the night. Im bored and i need something to do. Blah.
Im such a freaking pyro.
Uhgggggggggggg i hate

All A's! what can i say im working my hardest to get away from you

Peace Love Happiness