I woke up this morning and when i looked around me i just said "i am such a fucking hypocrite". But honestly now that im thinking about what i did last night, i dont feel like i am one. I dont let alcohol rule my life. i am not dependent on it, i dont change becuse of it. I do it because its fun to party, but i dont party so much, that partying's ( Read more... )

Watermelon smirnoffs, my friend jose, and a shit load of people im havin fun

Not a good day
all day i had tears in my eyes
but thanks Kels, Sam and Courtney for making me laugh (actually it was me sam and courtney laughing at kelsey!)
Ill be up all night again. I havent been able to sleep in a while.
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"The girl you see isnt me. The reflection i look at every morning isnt mine. When i die and they cut me open to see the cause of death, they'll see im all dead inside. When the devil greets me into hell, not even he will see who i am. I am a girl of a million different faces. I can be a good girl for ___. A naughty girl for____. A dumb girl for ( Read more... )

Happy Thanksgiving

wow i havent written in this thing in a while. Im not doing okay. But Megan was here to talk today which was nice. Everything will be different next week. I dont know how but it will be. this was a pointless update, im off to go throw up, i ate to much, then lie awake in my bed all night.

~First~ What a great practice, im sore beyond belief and my freaking muscles are like spasming when i sleep, but overall i felt good after practice. This will be a good season. Varsity swim baby, and i love it
Your results are in! colombiancurves, you are...


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Soo we went out with a bang and I loved it. Yhea there was a little ehhhhhhhhhh part, but you know what... we love to make up... twice... alright three times. Overall tons of funn. This morning was grand!!! Lords of Doggtown was awesome(donno if i spelled it right ( Read more... )

tired just want to sleep i have to wonder if this is a sign from god

Life is interesting. I guess you have to take it one day at a time ( Read more... )