Perhaps it's the vodka. Maybe I'm just crazy. But you hang out with a girl, she's into you, you watch a few movies, have a few nice snuggle and make-out sessions, enjoy each other's company, you don't even complain when she drags you to work out for an hour and watch Grey's Anatomy. I definitely didn't do anything wrong, if anything I was too nice ( Read more... )

Been a while, eh? Man, a lot has happened. I failed all my classes winter quarter, it was pretty abysmal, and it was entirely my fault. But I've turned over a new leaf, in that I'm taking classes I actually give a shit about, and working to maintain them. So far grades are going well, and therefore not a huge concern of mine at the moment. Which is ( Read more... )

Being the ego-maniacal jerk that I am, I feel there are a few things that I know that you don't. For that matter, I feel there are lots of things that I do better than everyone else and that I'm somehow smugly superior. Thinking things like that is one thing. It generally gets you labels like douche, egotist, prick, etc. But being told you're ( Read more... )

Have you ever had to give council to someone that you felt for personally? Have you ever had to council that someone on how to deal with their shitty boyfriend when you'd much rather just kiss them? It's horrible. I really wish sometimes I didn't have such a good ear to listen with. I was chatting with a friend just recently when she told me how ( Read more... )

Are you in touch with your inner slacker ( Read more... )

I think I've finally made it over the crest of the hill. That's the optimistic way of saying, "I've hit rock bottom" or, "there's nowhere to go but up." I got the feeling today that regardless of how well or poorly I do in my studies, or how much or little I get to do this or that, I have my friends to rely on ( Read more... )

So Monday when I got back from my math history class was the first time my math-nerd level really truly sunk in. I was trying to explain my homework assignment to my roommate and recieved nothing but blank stares. When I told him that this was actually going to be a lot of fun to work out he just kind of sighed, rolled his eyes, and went back to ( Read more... )

Last night I spent an hour and a half on the road back up to Bellingham from Bellevue. I've grown to enjoy the ride a fair amount, it's kind of theraputic in some way. Sadly, last night while driving home I was so sick and my throat hurt so much that I couldn't sing along to the tunes. Couldn't keep myself company for an hour and a half. I'm really ( Read more... )

I find myself engulfed in black and white ( Read more... )

 Alright I guess If I'm going to take this journaling thing seriously I should start figuring out what to write about. Recently the topic of choice is my future, or, rather, my entire lack of vision regarding it. Right now I'm studying to be a mathematics teacher, but I haven't spoken with an councilors or advisors here, so basically I'm taking a ( Read more... )