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Fuck yeah its urs...........
ok so my ex broke my phone in a fight so now i cannot talk to "Shane". Shane is in Az and we spend hour son the phone speaking about life, love, the world, typical ignorance and endless episodes of PHONES FUCKING! yeah thats right i said phone bone, i use to think that shit was so lame but after fucking her in person and exploding time after time i ( Read more... ) -
fear of the unknown
through much disparity she broke me ( Read more... ) -
movie theatre screw
well the last few days been a normal. sunday was my 3 month anniversary ( of actually being a couple) we been so damn busy we have not had sex ( Read more... ) -
ok fuck it
I know i been ghost for a min but i just turned 25 and i am doing a new year resolution( my new year started after my birthday. I pledge to track my mental farts,outburst and heart aches more often and losse 40 lbs( i know it sounds cheesy but damn i got this one little back fat role thingy that is bothering me ) shit enough is enough ( Read more... ) -
tired of being 2nd/3rd or 4th
The snow is comming down. i have clean the shit out off my house last night and decided to leave the sorting and cleaning of the laundry for today becouse i knew we would get off work early. Scrap was at work and when she walked thru the door she smiled and said hi push even though we just had a email conversation about our fucked up "non ( Read more... ) -
vee-vee's boo boo
Yesterday was just a Fucked up day ( Read more... ) -
6 months and still @ first base!
Scrap and i have been dating for almost 6 months and the most intimate we have been is sleeping nude and heavy pecking. We work together and share almost every other moment of our day in each others presence. we even travel on romantic get aways. i love our conversation and times together but i have expressed how i feel for her and that i am not ( Read more... ) -
gues who is back
yeah nose bitches i am back. well here is an up date ( Read more... ) -
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how do i take this IM. M/e and this lady dated all last summer. U know the whole 9 alternated weekends , hotels, trips everything like a true summer romance. but she could not handle the distance once school started up again and she left me alone after finding another chick that was closer and more in the closet than she was ( Read more... ) -
do dah do dah
so now it is that last day of classes. the last week of being here in fayetteville. last week of living on my own. last week of being 100% free and openly gay in my home and immediate surroundings. Soooo many feelings ( Read more... )