God I hate being home it lets me think too much...I hate thinking...god it just feels that sometimes i think 1, 2, 3 will make me happy, I thought when i was thinner i would be happy and now that isnt true, my life surrounds food....if I eat too much that day, I dont care if its 12 in the afternoon I want to sleep and wake up the next day so i can ( Read more... )

Hey I am new to the community, I have been readin y'alls post and you seem to be such a helpful bunch of people. I know I have been way off my plan and just let myself be miserable and get fat this past year!!! But no more, I am determined...I have been this past month and lost 30 pounds....so still got lots to go till I am a perfect 100 pounds!!