K I don't use this journal anymore like ever. I do however use my other one, more recent, updates almost daily. Yeah cause I'm so active, so add me rain_drop_love You'll be happy you did. Mkay thnx. Last post in here. I'll probably delete it within the month, so if you want to be my friend then add my other journal. mkay thnx.

Goddammit I hate my computer. My trillions is being shitty and not connecting, and myspace won't let me check my mail and I'm like wtf?!?! Seriously the damn things been off all day and now all of a sudden decides to fuck up? Gahhhh damn it!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Idk maybe I'll try redownloading it, but it wouldn't even let me download the new version. ( Read more... )

I'm so tired of this year already. I've lost so many people and it isn't even fair. My ex from Maie asked me for my phone number last night, and last I was informed he wasn't allowed to talk to me. Well I just found out that our friend Todd died in an accident and it isn't even fair at all. Todd was always there for Josh, through everything...jail ( Read more... )

so things are good, im probably going to have some of my entries be not friends only, so you can request me or whatever, and kinda see who I am and shit. For the record, if you have read or have been reading since my earlier entries you probably know I've changed a shit load from the past however many months. Shit happens, go with the flow, swim ( Read more... )

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I don't think I can stand another night of worry. I don't think I could stand it if he were to do something. I think I have cried enough tonight. I think rapists, and perverts need to die. They take advantage of people that aren't strong. Maybe now I'll learn the lesson you tried to teach me. Not to be so nice to people who don't deserve it ( Read more... )

join ___EMOxLykeWhoa kthnxbye.

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