Zack you were the biggest disappointment in my life so far.

I miss my boyfriend :(

Ever notice how people update this thing more usually when they are upset? I've been very happy for a while and haven't updated this thing in about a year. Did I seem really pathetic a year ago or what ( Read more... )

I love him. Now the question is how do I tell him?

so maybe all guys are the same. Maybe he is not different. Maybe I am just sex. I hope not. I love him, but maybe I fall in love a little too late. Maybe I am an idiot. I d.k Things have been going well... i shouldnt worry....sometimes....sometimes....u cant help it though. I wish livejournal zack and I wouldnt keep it a secret on these ( Read more... )

Im reading the book the counselor gave me and I wonder am I broken? I wonder will I be able to catch myself making these mistakes now? Am i doomed to ruin all my good relationships?

I'm to hard on myself, and I push guys that are nice guys away. Can I stop? I think I can, but the question is will I really be able to?

I am very bored right now but from staying up till like 5 in the morning the past few days I cant sleep ( Read more... )

make me a giddy girl :)

So i took my last test today for the semester but didn't finish so I have to go in mon and do the last 2 pages. Grammar tests are insane! What teacher makes tests that last over 3 hours!

so last night i slept next door with ren and brandon which was nice because if not i prob would have cried myself to sleep, but that sucked cause i could hear karen and zack hanging out the whole time which was depressing. I've been so hopeful these past few days. The sad thing is I still am. But the worst thing about last night was I kept ( Read more... )