ya know, i should start writing in here more....but i dont have any friends who read it....the only friends i have on here is chris, nathan, and robin....and i bet none of them read this. oh well. lets see...im here for the summer, the entire summer this time. i brought my two cats with me. and im working like crazy all the time...if i dont ( Read more... )

why is there something always worng with me? ever since birth ive always been/had one friend at a time. when i was growing up it was amy and christopher, then in first grade it was karen taylor....and that lasted thru 3rd grade when ashley thompson came along and then we became attached at the hips, and again that lasted until the begining of 7th ( Read more... )

ok, so i havent written in here for a while, but my life has been a little crazy. especially since im moving this weekend. yea, im moving in with chris. we found a place to live in va beach. we will be living with another person. it would have been another couple, but the guy had just moved out the day chris went to sign the lease. right now ( Read more... )

yea, so now i just deleted all of nathan from my comp. next thing to do is get rid of his bear (even tho i love stuffed animals) and burn his pix....again. im sooo glad im leaving here, therefore i dont have to see his name everyday when i look at my door ( Read more... )

well, i just got on here to update this, and when i got onto my desktop i had a message from nathan. this is what it said: "nmm1311: FUCK YOU nmm1311: BITCH". sooo....i really dont give a rats ass right now. i dont kno why he said it, but i just dont care....and thats not like me. but i think its b/c im going to be thinking about chris all ( Read more... )

well, obviously i had a great weekend. but there were some things that i was thinking about ( Read more... )

ok, so im freeking out now. chris said that hed call me around 11 when he lands. and i should call him by 12 if he doesnt call me. well, ive called and called and its now 3:30. im really worried, expecially since all of this chaos about the helicopters crashing and stuff. god, i left 3 voicemails and 1 text...but what good is that gonna do if ( Read more... )

omg, im sooo pissed right now...i had this whole thing about this weekend up, and then my comp froze and i couldnt save it at all ( Read more... )

ok this has been bothering me for the whole night. im sooo positive that i love chris, and i do, no doubt about that. but today my mom was talking to me about how she wants to talk to the 2 of us. she wants to state her opinion about chris and i moving in together. and her opinion is for us not to. she thinks comming from a long distance ( Read more... )

ok, so i havent written in here for a while. its been like what, 10 days? well, within that 10 days was 7 days, which means i went to see chris again. well, starting the day out, i was at school until about 3:00. after class ended i had to see my teacher b/c i am borderline for adult health. we were talking about how i needed at least a 76% on ( Read more... )