Ok, time to update. i've officially decided that i'm done smoking. for good. i know i've said that to people before, two in particular, but i'm totally serious this time. i don't even want to smoke anymore. tomorrow will be 3 months clean, and when i look back on it it wasn't that hard. ok so maybe i lied a little bit b/c the first week was ( Read more... )

I got my guitars back which is sweet. My rehab bills still haven't come and I got out like a month ago now. So I'm just going to stop holding onto that $100 and get the stuff I want. I'm going to buy a ton of guitar stuff. I want to get some recording stuff but i want a new amp too b/c I can't stand my clean channel. Especially with my Les Paul b/c ( Read more... )

I tooted. Have to finish English project by 3rd period tomorrow. I still have to write a narrative about Prohibition and make my visual. and write my conclusion to my research paper. She calls all this work a "mini-project". I wish she'd just have that baby and leave.

I'm about 2 minutes away from decapitating my sister. What a bitch.

So it's been about 7 weeks since the last update. when i made that last update i was totally high. it's kind of funny that i'm making this update just after getting home from rehab. see what drugs do to you. they stick it in your butt... and they make you pay $25 a week to park ridge chemical dependency programs. i could do my usual and say fuck ( Read more... )

I've been inspired to update by the flood of memories of old times that have been happening as of late. Memories, along with meditation, reflection and other outside forces, have helped me have like crazy deep thoughts about life and what it is. Things like when does life end or is it infinite? Or where do we come from and will the world ever cease ( Read more... )

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I'm really into lyrics lately. i'm beginning to feel like one of those emo fucks ( Read more... )

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Close the door, put out the light ( Read more... )