sometimes i wonder why i put up with this whole situation. i guess its my own fault, i let my guard down and i fell for someone who i knew was only going to hurt me in the end. and i wonder why i am still waiting for him. for the past three months i have been waiting by the phone for him to call and say i love you. now he can only call on the ( Read more... )

omg i think that i might have just seen the funiest thing ever. nikki and her boy decided that they were gonna go buy a puppy today. so she shows up to my house with the dog sitting on the floor and poo poo everywhere. the dog decided that she had to go in the car and then when she got to my house she was trying to clean it up the doggie jumped out ( Read more... )

i still dont feel good, i started to now feel good as soon as i moved back into my moms house. maybe its just because im not used to being here?? alls i ever do anymore is sleep and go to work. i still hang out with nic sometimes. its weird not seeing her all of the time like i used to but im getting by. i know that its for the best that i moved ( Read more... )

things have been changing so much lately. me and nikki had to break the lease to our apartment and move home. i moved back in with my mommy, its ok so far but i guess we will see. i went to the fall out boy, all american rejects, and hawthorne heights concert last week. omg it was so fricken awesome. it was the best concert ive ever been to. and we ( Read more... )

i know that i havent wriiten in a long time, i got a lot of stuff going on right now. for a while there i was really thinking about dropping out of college, i couldnt afford topay my rent, and two weeks ago my boyfriend went to jail. fricken retard got caught drunk driving. so now i think that hes got to go do like two months in baldwin prison. i ( Read more... )

lately things have been so crazy. so many things have been going on in my life and i just feel like i am making bad decisions. i know i havent wrote in a while so i am kind of behind on things. well on christmas i got myself a boyfriend. things were ok for a few days and then i had a lack of judgement and i did something that i probably shouldnt ( Read more... )

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yay its almost christmas. i guess that i am excited. i have all of me shopping done finally, and now i am so broke. i dont even know if i have enough to pay for my rent. me and nic were thinking about moving out and into a house with a guy that she is seeing, hes really cool but he might be going away for a while so i dont think that is going to ( Read more... )

things have been so crazy lately. but im doing good and having lots of fun. me and nics relationship is going really good were getting along so well and having so much fun. i think its mostly because she is happy now. she met this new guy and she really likes him and he treats her right, im happy for her. as for me ive been talking to someone too. ( Read more... )

you know its really hard living on your own. i really miss my family sometimes, but its starting to get better. me and nic went through a little rough patch there for a minute but were getting along a lot better and hanging out more, so thats good. i finally signed up for college! im actually really excited. im ready to go back. so its been kinda ( Read more... )