Today i am happy,i saw marlee...yeah uhhhh ok this is a happy entry because i only write in here when im sad.

I have just recently discoverd an amazing band from my friend marlee,i got their cd today and i am amazed and in love with it.The band is billy talent,befor i got their cd i had only heard one song by them which i truly liked a lot because it had to do with a father,and i want to write down the larics and one to another song also ( Read more... )

One of the worse feelings i have experinced latly is in summer gym.Everyone that gose to it seem to have friends there with them.I know the people that go from my school but i never have hung out with them befor.Its horrible its like this one big group of guys and girls split off into one section as me and a few other kids stand there alone feeling ( Read more... )

I hate her so much god omg i hope i die ''shes the boss and im the child get that threw your thick scull you stupid child'' my whole life is nothing its shit i hope i die i hope she dies i want to die sobad god ''im going to call your father your going to live with him'' ill litrally kill myslef befor that happens i hope she relizes what a bad mom ( Read more... )

bordom ( Read more... )

Everything is alright,my brother is fine.This week has been so boring,well i guess it hasnt with the exception of one night.My body is broken out in heat rash,all over my face and chest,it itches so much but i dont want to itch it and make little scabs appear when i might go swimming with ryan soon.Me and my friend have decided that when we turn 18 ( Read more... )

We just got a call from the hospital saying my brother was there and was unconcious and that my mother needed to go there.Thats all they told her,oh god what the hell is going on what if something bad happened,what if hes going to die what if he was driving drunk god why is this happening.My friend jodee had her baby yesterday and shes only 15 my ( Read more... )

Tomarrow is the last day of school,which is basically a meaningless day where kids cry and say they are sad that summer is here.How the hell could anyone be sad that shchool is out.I dont really have any real friends at school so i dont give a fuck if i do nothing while all of them stand around and hug.I feel so small that no one notices me anymore ( Read more... )

Ha moshing is so much fun,its better then anything.Its like all your anger coming out on others and not getting in trouble while you hit them with all you have.Its this amazing rush that takes over.I feel normal when i go to the torn down cesspool and watch crappy local bands scream their vocals out into a crowd of useless teens.Im normal compared ( Read more... )

~Why do people expect you to act a certain way,exactly like them,or exactly oppisite of them.Why cant we all just get over ouselfs and relize we are all the same,theres nothing unique or special about us,everyone of us is the same,someone out there in the world is the same as you.Who the fuck cares anymore,just try and fit in.Give it up,all this ( Read more... )