Birthday girl...blow out your candles,close your eyes,make that beautiful,lustful,greedy wish,open your eyes and breath in the freash air of smoke,choking your lungs,and your dreams...

FUCK LIVEJOURNAL AND EVERYONE ON IT IT FUCKING SUCKS FUCKING FUCK FUCK FUCK

this is for you paul...

A guy got suspended from my school because he wore a gay pride shirt.There is this huge contraversy over this,i mean kids had stickers all over their folders stating ''women and men,not women and women,and men and men."There was never anything said about that,even if it offended gays at my school.But then when Brad wore a shirt that had two male ( Read more... )

you know what the sun looks like...

Like he slit his wrists in a bathtub and the blood is all over the water.And the moon is just watching,shes's watching him die.She must have driven him to it...

tith,by:holly black

~Josh ( Read more... )

I'm disgusted with myself and with him,the way he acted like he never was attracted to me.I feel like throwing up all over him to show him how i felt at that exact moment.I dont want to ever feel his chapped lips on mine ever agin.I never want to look into his eyes.I wish i would never have to face him agin,were like best friends how could this ( Read more... )

smiles of joy
gasps of pleasure
screams of freedom
giggles of fakeness
wrinkles of wisdom
tears of depression
cuts of frustration
miles of separation
whispers of lies
regrets of life

I wish i could erase things like the deleate button dose.The things that i have done that are wrong,the things others have done that are wrong...but would it change anything or would it just effect it even more.When people say they love you,do they mean it or are they just saying it to make it less awkward.Is there such thing as love,i mean real ( Read more... )

pointless this is god ( Read more... )

Well i have been masturbating like a lot LOT LOT latly,i told my friend marlee about it and she said she has been too,but i dont know if this is healthy or normal i mean im doing it a lottttt...i need to stop god i need to stop.