when you die, your body loses 21 grams... thats how much your soul weighs

[lickbeforusniff]

so today was such a sad day. a friend died. she killed herself. its so sad how she felt that there was no other way out. i just wish she had reached out to someone. it was depressing. so later today when i was at work it finally all came out. i broke down and started to cry so hard. i just feel so bad.... cant write anymore

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Comments

[rebel85]

Damn Jess, when someone dies it's extremely difficult to deal with. It's seems even worse when they end their own life, thinking that there could've been something to say to prevent. There was nothing that you or anyone could've done to prevent this from happening, all it takes is one irrational thought and a means to end your life. I just hope no one I know feels like following this girls way (I'm not trying to be heartless), everyone needs to try and end some of this heartbreak. Hug your friends tightly and talk deep into the night 'cause anything can happen to anyone within seconds. Cry as long as you need, it's a great way to let the emotion out, just stay sane. I speak to you Jess and anyone else that may read this; take care of yourself and the people you know, who knows what time we have on this earth? Death itself could be beside us waiting to steal us away from everyone we know and love.

Kevin

[lickbeforusniff]

thank you so much kevin... your words mean so much to me right now. im dealing with all these things in my life right now and then this happened. i feel so selfish. i dont know... it brought back so many memories of a really close friend i lost two years ago to an overdose. i try to stay strong, but when im alone at night, cant sleep, and have no one to talk to, its hard. i keep praying that something good will happen, and try to walk around with a smile on my face, but i dont know if im dealing with the right way. i feel so lost sometimes... i just wish god would send me a sign that everythign is going to be okay..
im holding in there...

love+jess