so im sitting here in 8th hour. damn i need a squizzle fo shizzle. i hate school with a fuckin passion. i cannot wait to graduate. best years of my life.... shit that is fuckin sad then. i hate these "best times". i think they have come and gone without me noticing. how sad is that ( Read more... )

so i didnt go to school today. i didnt feel like it. i walked up to jewel to get a card and stamps for my moms birthday. i saw kyle. i asked him to come over after work. i doubt he will. he really hates having me around. i think im going to do us both a favor and just leave. i need to get all my shit from his house and be done. i dont know.. its so ( Read more... )

i hate cold fries ( Read more... )

so today was such a sad day. a friend died. she killed herself. its so sad how she felt that there was no other way out. i just wish she had reached out to someone. it was depressing. so later today when i was at work it finally all came out. i broke down and started to cry so hard. i just feel so bad.... cant write anymore

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so i ahven't updated in the longest time. ive been so busy with some stupid bullshit. so kyle and i have been spending some quality time together. last night we didnt hang out with each other but thats straight bc i hung out with my girls instead ( Read more... )

i feel really bad for my friends around me, they all seem to be having thier lives fall apart. it totally sux how things can be good for a little bit, then BAM!! everything goes haywire and loses control ( Read more... )

so yesterday we got out early bc we had ACT testing.so holly and i left the school adn went to kyle's house. he was still sleeping bc he had no school that day,lucky senior. so we left and an hour later went to go pick him up.then we went to curt's house and then we got christy. we chilled and then saw Miss Congeniality. it was okay ( Read more... )

i think kyle and i are close to breaking up and the thing that sux about it is, im the one that isgoing to do the breaking. i hate this. he is the first peron i have ever known that "gets" me. hes everything i ever wanted in a friend and boyfirned, but for some reason i always seem to find these faults. its selfish and i really think i am ( Read more... )

so i have had the shittiest past couple of days. you know what pisses me off the most is that i go all of spring break without seeing my family and my break is wonderful. the first day i come back i get into a fight with mom and stepdad and get kicked out. then i get the police called on me because im a "runaway" and am sitting in the police ( Read more... )

i slept in my makeup ( Read more... )