in alot of ways it makes me feel good that you're shit is still all fucked up. but thats just because things are going so incredably well for me.

so i wish i could find someone to buy a gutiar from me or give me some work or something. i have no money and my phone got shut off today. i don't want a hand out just an opertunity to earn some money... hopefully before my car gets repod

Simple minded brain ( Read more... )

i'm wearing thin. ive been 2 steps from the edge for along time and for the first time i'm actually worried that i might get pulled in. maybe i am not what i thought i was. i swear, this is turning out to be one shit pile after another while i watch everything go right for everyone else. the more i want it the more it hates me. people keep ( Read more... )

things have fallen so far i could just scream

i wish things could be diffrent, i think about a perfect time and place all the time. you are still there. i'm torn man. i really am. nothing has changed yet everything is diffrent. i feel your emptyness. you are still the first person i want to talk to about my day. this is crap. i wish i didn't love you...

the fear in his eyes as he pulls the trigger. death in his hands casts a shadowacross his soul. he screams. wasted life. wasted time. wasted hope. the solution is obvious. the sound of shattering glass as he awakes to find life in shards. those eyes, those deep penetrating eyes, they call his name. facing a new day. wasted time. wasted ( Read more... )

i miss the feeling that i had something in my life that was stable. things change alot for me all the time. life has its ups and downs. bad shit happens to me alot, mostly due to my own stupidity. you were the one thing i could always count on.

Do you realize ( Read more... )

What'll you do when you get lonely ( Read more... )