I feel like i am never going to be loved more or even as much as i love others... My family only seems to love or care about me when ive got something they want...

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Today im reflecting on my feelings, ive been super depressed lately and i figured maybe if i start venting my feelongs again, like i did as a teenager this fog will lift again. Maybe?

Today im happy for my sisters but jealous... We are out and about cake testing for my older sisters wedding, also talking about plannig my youger sisters baby shower( ( Read more... )

...youre probably gonna hurt me but i cant stop.

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The night smelled of blood and the cloying scent of jasmine.

She didn't dare move for the fear that he would stop and she couldn't bare the thought. The back of his fingers were trailing over her skin, sliding down her shoulder, down to her elbow.

It was a curious yet familiar exploration of her body, reacquainting himself with her, the one he had ( Read more... )

Omgosh!! Livejournal has an iphone app!! ...now i will be able to post more often XD granted Ive still got my laptop even tho it is on its way to dying but ive found i do my best musings while away from my computer... Which makes for quite the connundrum O.o also... No spell check?!? Grr

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...Made my night, was having a crap night and then he accepted my add on fb!!

*FANGIRLSSTEVE*

omg omg omg!! *whimpers*

and for those who don't know who he is... http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Steve_Haworth

Hopefully should have net set up at the end of the week!! Gonna cost like $200 first month and $90 a month but thats not bad for wireless, unlimited. Woot! Also, I realized school starts back in just over a week nervous/excited!!

I have no net(came to nan's to do this) and it's killing me!!