In light of my pressing return to Mother Russia, I decided it would be only appropriate to figure out once and for all who I really am ( Read more... )

I'm finally feeling more sane. I'm not even sure why - but I've just realized that I had a fixated fascination with somebody I didn't even know. I think this is why there is such a high divorce rate - think of all of those celebrities who impulsively marry somebody they've just met. Puppy love will blind you ( Read more... )

sex has this tendency to fuck shit up

but maybe that kind of sex is the best ...

holy shits

I am so proud of myself. I - the person who can't watch Sleepy Hollow - watched The Omen and The Exorcist for Halloween this year. Ok, so I was a bit freaked out and left a night-light on that night, but I made myself watch both movies. Ok, so maybe I made my mom watch both of them with me, but that's besides the point ( Read more... )

NO NO NO NO NO STOP BEING SAD.

i just woke up and felt so sad. i'm tired of waking up and being nervous and actually feeling so upset that i want to throw up.

i'm sad.
I'm lying in Zoe's bed, because my bed smells like Daniel.
I miss Daniel.
I'm sad.

Things I love: piano, nature, silence, reading, Israel, Saint Petersburg white nights, hot Israeli soldiers, hot Russian soldiers, Bedouins, running, sleeping, sleeping in, Binky, borsch, perogies with sour cream, blueberry pie, getting plastered at friend's cottages, Fred (my plant), snorkeling, Molokai, Vice, padless bras, Aveda products, clean ( Read more... )

I'm convinced that most people are absolutely fucking fools ( Read more... )

I just had the BEST weekend at Colin's cottage ( Read more... )

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