I feel really strange today. I have had some minor things go wrong with my kidneys the last couple of days, (infection), but today I feel better/worse.

I've been surprizingly happy lately. Don't know why, and I am not about to queery as to the nature of my feeling this good. Any ways I hope everyone else is feeling well also.

Having knowledge, or not. Which is more fulfilling? It seems like the more I know the less I have learned.

My Beckster is back from the VA hospital. She is haveing trouble with her arm, and her speech is a bit slurred but other than that is is a good sign. It could have been worse, like in bed and drooling, but providence has decreed it to be precurser to life style changes for her. This will effect our whole life now as she feels that she will never be ( Read more... )

Well the Beckster called me this AM, and I got to talk with her for a few moments. She's doing fine I think, guess she had an episode at the psychs office and they decided she should wait out the week end at the VA. She should be home Monday or Tuesday.

Got an interesting phone call last night from the VA. They committed my wife to the mental health ward. Now when I talked to her, she didn't have the foggiest idea why she was put there. Usually it's only when you are a threat to others or yourself. So it's got me scratching my head. If it's job related, maybe we can get a settlement if it's ( Read more... )

I just love this Georgia weather we're haveing. If it wasn't for the pollen it6 would be perfect. I guess I am a sun "worshiper" becuse it doesn't make me go into the "seasonal effective disorder". Also it is so much more fun to run around in less than a big jacket and gloves etc.

Well I am going to start back with my journal again. I tried face book, my space, and they are all not me. haven't been up to much except work, and working around here. Hope every one who used to read this thing is ok and still envolved with this. Take care.

WEll I just got a myspace messeage from one of my "daughters" rom my first marriage. I haven't talked to any of them since 1988 or so. It was nice to see that one of them rememberd me in a kind note. I guess they knew me before all the crap hit the fan in my life. I often have thought about them as they were exceptionally bright girls and I figured ( Read more... )

Well this fucking month is finally over. The big prick in the sky has blessed me with vehicular dispaior, dead pets, broken water heater, sickness, pain, poverty,a sick wife ( who broke her foot ont top of it), and other small things to aggravate me. GEEZUS KEE RIGHST! I guess that the ability to belive in some fucking thing that is a conscious ( Read more... )