if one person says something it doesnt have to mean its likely to be true, but if two people say the same thing to you then its time to rethink some things. it happend to me, it happend to my sis, and now its happening to my dad. his communication skills of late just suck. he needs to work on them. both my sister and myself have been in regular ( Read more... )

so i was thinking and thinking then i decided to trim some weight and i cut a bit of my hair off lol! its actually cute though. i just needed a change you know. i needed to focus on something besides my thoughts so i just acted. i think im gonna start doing that more now. whenever i start thinking too much im just gonna do the first thing that pops ( Read more... )

that didnt turn out how i thought it would, how i wanted it to, or well at all. im just gonna work more and get that second job asap. i dont know how im gonna be able to keep up with my sleep and two jobs though because i already work alot at this one and sleep is already nonexistent. "so little time so much to do, i rather spend my days with you. ( Read more... )

well thats over and instead of feeling relieved im just upset and more drained that ive felt in a while. i dont know man. its just that breaking up really just is the start of some actual drama. fighting was just aggravating and silly, but then it got deeper and deeper and more prolonged. we should just be friends that would solve it right? so ( Read more... )

i wish i could leave on better a better note than that one...i hope you get the message i left and i hope it works out better at a different time.

i just want more. i want more than anyone can currently give me. no one is willing or able to give me what i need. i dont know what to do with that, but im pretty sure the near future will soon reveal it to me.

i realized that the person i was last summer died then all things went to hell. just because you figure things out, doesn't mean thats the end of its issues. i cant nor do i any longer wish to pretend like thats me and that meant things had to change. i cant be that girl for you anymore, or you, or you, or me, bob, dick, and sally. its not even ( Read more... )

i feel like i havent any time to see george in a while. first it was our jobs, then it was me getting that demonic cold, and now its his family. it just bums me out. i really miss him and i keep telling him it, but now im starting to feel bad because its beyond his control and i dont want him to feel responsible for it. fucking work man...though it ( Read more... )

just to clear a view things up to some of my "loyal" readers...nothing that i write about is about you. if you don't see your name spelled out in it, then thats pretty much the point. its not about you. it doesnt concern you and seeing as how i have no involvement with anything you do or that does concern you, its safe to say you got nothing to ( Read more... )

Colbie Caillat "Realize" Song Lyrics ( Read more... )