It just dawned on me how much time I had missed with my mother ( Read more... )

i have an appointment monday
for school
yes i have been thinking about going back
just thinking
computer networking?
me?
haha doesnt sound like me at all
put me on a boat with ramps boo's my guitar my bike and of course my lady.

moved in with kristin last week.
things are going great.
thinking about going back to school maybe.
can not wait for good weather and riding my bike.
we are thinking about moving when the lease is up here.
that means garage and finishing the integra.
im just happy.
she makes me happy.

things are going pretty good ( Read more... )

everyone thought i would move back and not make it.
it seemed that way at first.
i got the job, you know the one you dream about.
im so pumped.
the puzzle is coming together.
my friends are sweet.
ohio is awesome.
im missing one thing.
time will tell.

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i wont pretend.
my bike keeps my brain occupied.

the only thing that im doing here is working.
making decent money and paying bills.
not doing anything i want to.
i guess paying off my debts is good, but being secluded to my room is doing no good.
i feel like there is a million pounds resting on my shoulders.
i want to ride my bike.
i want to be home.
i want my mom to be happy.

got to talk to my mom today ( Read more... )

makes no sense i want to ride
but when i go
no motivation
to do anything
dont know.
i think its going to be dayton
at the end of the year
dont know if i want to live there for sure.
i hate being a nice guy
i dont try
pretty much not alot of motivation
i just have to find it