i hate myself.

i'm glad my brother is back from england even though he is so uptight and fastidious
he brough me back a sweet clockwork orange shirt even though i've only seen the beginning of that movie. but he loves it. i smells of men because both he and his friend decided to wear it before giving it to me. pshh.

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SOME PEOPLE REALLY DRIVE ME NUTS

pure brilliance
tool is amazing
10 000 days has blown me away.
in two ways. first i forgot i had pre ordered it ages ago so when it got there in the mail i was surprised. and then when i put it in my cd player.

tension.. feeling too anxious all the time. my therapist recommends masturbation and sex.

over thinking over analyzing seperates the body from the mind ( Read more... )

i have tickets to see tool :)
and school tomorrow
fuck school tomorrow
i hate mondays
two hours of bio and two hours of gym and an hour of math and two hours of french all make me nauseous. im nauseuous to begin with. i dont drink enough water. or sleep enough or both.
i have permanent nausea.

i feel like i will decay in this house.

holland tomorrow.
the hague
mmmm.
im bored. waiting. insense made my eyes dry.
my chin feels weird
weee what a wonderful first entry.
nobody even reads this. i dont think.
if you do it would be nice to know.