have you ever told someone how much you wanted to be with them and got turn down... i feel like i have done that a millions times with that one person and they are always i dont feel that way, but yet they do with the one person they feel the same way about and that one person doesnt feel that way either (i hope this is making sense to you guys). ( Read more... )

i think i might have fallen for him again... why do i put myself in this situation that i know will end bad yet again?
i think i am going to have to try to resist him... but this time its different... he made the first move... do i make a move back or play it off?
i hate this game called love.

today i got my first college acceptance letter. i got into humbolt state, well known calt state university... havent decide if i going there yet because i havent visited the campus and i am still aiming for the best, which cal state long beach. getting this letter has made me realize that high is actually ending and that is going to be here faster ( Read more... )

happy birthday to me! happy birthday to me! happy birthday to arielle! it is officially my 18 birthday bitches!!!!! call me tomorrow or leave me comments wishing me a happy fucking birthday!

wow sumemr has come and gone! last thing i remember was the last day of school! it has felt sooooo long, but yet gone by SOOO fast. i am senior... wow! i cant believe! i think i have been dreaming of this day since i start middle school! this year seems bitter sweet. but thats a whole different story. this summer was amazing! i got really close ( Read more... )

wow i havent updated this thing is forever my life has seemed to need it, until today. everybody knows that shiri has passed and i cant believe. so many people i know have been taken away by cancer and cant believe god would give such a wonderful little girl such a horrible diease. she hardly got to live her life and that doesnt seem right. god at ( Read more... )

wow i havent updated in forever!!!!
guess what i got on friday!
MY LICENSE!!!!!!!!!
ITS ONLY TAKEN FOREVER!!!!!!!
I AM SO HAPPY!
xox

well, i went to my step cousins bar mitzvah on saturday and there was this girl who is friends with my cousin. she looked really cute and i just fell in love with her dress. so i went up to her and asked where she got it from and she said saks and i like yippe! i thought to myself she must have gotten it like at least 2 months ago, so maybe it will ( Read more... )

first my step mom old assitant just drops dead and then shiri from school is not doing well at all. life seems to be taken over by death! there is apart of me that wishes death wasnt apart of life, the death part is just to sad. poor shiri so young in life and having to deal with the problems of health that no child should have to go threw. there ( Read more... )

why isnt life fair? why is death apart of life?
RIP Marcy!
i didnt know you that well, but you defintley made a big impression on my life!
you will always be in my heart!!