Okay, so I've been reading your every update with this fic (of course) just waiiiiting for it to finish so I can read it all again and then post my thoughts
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Ugh, babe. That was one of the best comments, seriously. I feel that I've thrown a lot of emotional gunk into the last pieces taha I mean, I guess that can be a good thing in terms of the quality, but I'm usually angry or upset when writing these things. I think it's important to dig deep and bring up the nasty things and lay them out. You have to be patient while writing don't you agree? I'm so glad you enjoy the way I put things together, it really does mean a lot.;____; I always feels like throwing everything out in the middle of trying to piece it all together because nothing is ever good enough taha You always make sense to me bb and I never get tired of hearing what you have to say. I hold your opinion in very high regard actually
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*evil cackle* Regrets are never good, and I hate being the cause of it, so yaaay.....NO REGRETS!
Yeah, Kazuki did feel something for Aoi. I think it's impossible to sleep with someone for that long and chase after them without getting somewhat attached emotionally...somewhere. Poor Kazuki, it was just the wrong time, place, everything for him.
Thank you so much hon! :D This makes me feel so good. I was wondering what the reaction would be lol *takes all your special cupcakes* Not sure I deserve these, but thank you!! <3!!! My weakness ;____;
This whole fic has been depressing and frustrating but I was compelled to see to the end of it.. The way I see it Aoi's the one who has been at fault the most. He hurt not only Uruha but Kazuki as well and himself along the way. But he still loves Uruha too much when he was given the ultimatum. I think Uruha didn't leave because he didn't wanna lose to Kazuki or anyone for that matter. He held on because he didn't lose hope.. Well that's only what I think.
My favorite part would be when Aoi broke down in front of Uruha in the semi darkness after the love making. That's just too beautiful.. Tears~~
Egh, it was one of those difficult fics, I know ;___; Well Aoi is the center of all the troubles. I don't think any of the characters are saints. They all did shitty things, but it began with an intention from Kazuki and Aoi played into it and kept playing. He is definitely at fault, but people can be redeemed.
As for Uruha, I think you've got a good grasp on that. He was as selfish as Aoi in his wants and very stubborn. He wasn't going to lose to Kazuki of course even if it destroyed everyone involved, but it wasn't completely out of a need for vengeance. He truly did love Aoi deeply until it was an obsession of sorts. A very unhealthy obsession taha It's hard to snub hope in the face of those kinds of tumultuous emotions.
I feel that was a fragile, very raw scene at the end where Aoi broke down, so it's really awesome that you enjoyed it *hugs you* Thank you -_____-
Honestly, Aoi was only playing house with Kazuki. He felt things were so shitty between Uruha and him that he did what a lot of people do in hopeless situations, he ran away. He felt at one point that maybe he and Kazuki could have developed something much more than sex between them, but really he was still in love with someone else and that was more important in the end. He cared and maybe even loved Kazuki in his own way, but it was never nearly as absolute as his feelings for Uruha
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SO SO glad you approve hon! :D Since this fic was for you! You know I was so nervous that I wasn't going to deliver. My writing tends to go off on it's own path whether I want it to or not. It's sort of hard to tame lol So I kept asking "is this what she wants? I'm probably doing something completely different than what she wanted" tahaha
Kazuki really fought hard for what he wanted, but he was barking up the wrong tree from the very beginning. What's Uruha's was going to remain Uruha's and there was going to be blood between them if challenged taha You picked the wrong one Kazuki. I wanted to draw some pity for him because he isn't evil, just a slave to the body and the body's emotions like we all are.
It was my first time to really try this sort of style, the chopped effect I call it taha I really wanted each piece to hit you in the chest a bit. Each piece had to be charged and meaningful, so if I succeeded in that, I am SO damn happy taha
But in the end you did me very proud. MISSION ACCOMPLISHED. tahaha As long as you are
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Wait. Wait. Wait. Kazuki actually had feelings for Aoi? Wha-
That caught me off guard.
I'm so glad Aoi and Uruha made up in their own way. ;-;
I absolutely loved the end.
It was waaaaay better that what I anticipated it to be. Extra special cupcakes for you :33
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Yeah, Kazuki did feel something for Aoi. I think it's impossible to sleep with someone for that long and chase after them without getting somewhat attached emotionally...somewhere. Poor Kazuki, it was just the wrong time, place, everything for him.
Thank you so much hon! :D This makes me feel so good. I was wondering what the reaction would be lol *takes all your special cupcakes* Not sure I deserve these, but thank you!! <3!!! My weakness ;____;
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I think Uruha didn't leave because he didn't wanna lose to Kazuki or anyone for that matter. He held on because he didn't lose hope.. Well that's only what I think.
My favorite part would be when Aoi broke down in front of Uruha in the semi darkness after the love making. That's just too beautiful.. Tears~~
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As for Uruha, I think you've got a good grasp on that. He was as selfish as Aoi in his wants and very stubborn. He wasn't going to lose to Kazuki of course even if it destroyed everyone involved, but it wasn't completely out of a need for vengeance. He truly did love Aoi deeply until it was an obsession of sorts. A very unhealthy obsession taha It's hard to snub hope in the face of those kinds of tumultuous emotions.
I feel that was a fragile, very raw scene at the end where Aoi broke down, so it's really awesome that you enjoyed it *hugs you* Thank you -_____-
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Kazuki really fought hard for what he wanted, but he was barking up the wrong tree from the very beginning. What's Uruha's was going to remain Uruha's and there was going to be blood between them if challenged taha You picked the wrong one Kazuki. I wanted to draw some pity for him because he isn't evil, just a slave to the body and the body's emotions like we all are.
It was my first time to really try this sort of style, the chopped effect I call it taha I really wanted each piece to hit you in the chest a bit. Each piece had to be charged and meaningful, so if I succeeded in that, I am SO damn happy taha
But in the end you did me very proud. MISSION ACCOMPLISHED. tahaha As long as you are ( ... )
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