This whole excess of pink and red really clashes with my hair. Don’t really see the point of having an entire holiday geared toward finding some tangible (commercial) way to express feelings, but society’s pretty much made all of them like that at this point. Being cynical’s too easy, and being apathetic is even more retarded, but if you expect me ( Read more... )

Winter Break ain’t never really a winter break, since there’s always work and all, but at least I still got some time off. I spent most of it at home, at the clinic, with Dad and the girls, and even though I totally remember why I got the fuck outta there for school, it’s good to have everyone together again. I don’t believe in any of the nonsense ( Read more... )

It was always kinda nice to have winter break actually be a break in between semesters-classes change and you ain’t gotta worry about any sort of work-time just to chill and stare at the Christmas lights, make some extra cash, try and get back to Dad and the twins for awhile. This whole thesis process’s thrown all that for a loop, though. I will ( Read more... )

I’ve been trying to figure out what the hell my father expects me to get him for Christmas (‘cause the girls are easy), but I gotta admit I’m a little fucking distracted by this rent notice. Sakura, if she even lives here anymore (I never see her), must have a copy of the original rent agreement, and if she does, I wanna take a look at it and “read ( Read more... )

What a time for everything to go to shit, huh? Talk about Christmas spirit. The old laptop I gimped off my dad totally fried in a bad way that probably involves a lotta complicated words and stuff I don’t understand (other than FUCK!), and I lost the CD-R’s that had all my backup shit on ‘em. I mean, I found them since the last time I managed to ( Read more... )

Are you reading Cosmo, Rukia? Is that what this is about? That stuff is crap designed to make people think they’re inadequate or supposedly masters of useless shit like fashion and Fall hairstyles. I don’t think they’ve ever even CONSULTED dudes on the stuff they write about in there. I gotta feeling those blowjob tips and 103984092385 Ways to ( Read more... )

How can you change the world if you can’t even change your own situation first? Just saying, is all. Kinda like that whole you-can’t-be-really-happy-until-you’re-happy-with-yourself shit. Maybe I don’t totally believe it, but it’s human nature to look out for yourself before anyone else. Self preservation. Evolution. Temari, if you’ve got enough ( Read more... )

Who the hell said senior year's easy? I got more shit to worry about than I know what to do with right now. I ain't sure how so many retards can make it to a CJ thesis class and not know what the hell's going on. Yeah, thesis. Apparently I gotta write one, and I better figure out something to concentrate in, fast. I was always interested in the ( Read more... )

MAN, PRACTICE WAS AWESOME THIS MORNING. WOW. CAN'T WAIT TO GO TO WORK TONIGHT.

And Happy Birthday, Renji.

Bastard.