well folks a lot has gone on with me since i last updated.
last time was about warped tour.
which was A BLAST.

so much has changed for me.
some for the good.
and some for the bad.

i finally have gotten a job.
baskin robiinnnss =)
a truly fat job for a fatty.
if anyone needs free ice cream...
you know who to call

i miss people.
mainly my favorite.
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warped tour was amazing.
it was super fun and i saw just about a million and 4 people.
i lost nick and jimmy like straight as we got there..
well after starting line that is.
then my phone broke so i couldnt call them.
luckly tim saved the day.
soo i hung out with tim all day.
which was a blast. mast. gast.
we first got free energy drinks.
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im sick of not having any friends.
i wish people werent shady.
and they wouldnt talk behind your backs.
i hate the feeling of not knowing weather people
are your real friends or are just bitches.

im a loner.

i want someone to hug.
to hold.
someone to call mine.
i want someone to kiss.
to cuddle.
i want someone to call.
to be there.
i want you.
and only you.

ahahaha tonite my favorite drunk dialed me.
after allll the many of nights i dialed him.
he finally drunk dials me. oo do i love him.
i mean he is my favorite. i miss him. i havent
seen him in quite sometime..but i do really
misss him. a lot accually. im going to call him
again. i love hiM!! him and i, hangin out TOMORROW.
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updating from jules.
tonite was fun
hung out with a bunch of homies
talked to timmmmy on the phone =)
cant wait for my emmy to come out.
i fucking miss my favorite sooo much.
and im totally going to bed right now
goooodnight biatches.

i dont think i will ever be as happy as i was then.
i miss you so much. and i hope that someday,
you mature and we can finally be friends.
because im not just going to forget about
what we had. im sorry but i never will.
theres nothing i can do, but sit and wait.
and its the hardest thing to understand.
its so frustrating. and i fucking hate it.
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montana was fun i guess,
well minus the driving and the bitch work we did.
montana allowed me to think,
A LOT.
i think too much.
i thought about so much starring off at a very beautiful place.
thought about everything.
how nick doesnt want to be my friend
how much that killlls me no matter how hard i try to forget and hide it.
how i try to help the few ( Read more... )