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[life_sux87]

I'm so scared and its cuz i've been thinking a lot. I fear that i'm going to be just like my father. A worhtless nobody. Wait i'm already that! I fear that i'm going to die young and alone just like him. My mom said that i'm turning into him day by day. That scares me. She said he had no time for friends or family, just drugs(only mine is

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[hello_kitty06]

its k beth things will get better. Well atleast they should i really wish u would be happy

[life_sux87]

Hey that acutallys mean a lot to hear something like that from you! I thought you hated me but i dont know why. I wish we could be friends!

[hello_kitty06]

i dont hate u beth i thought u hated me

[life_sux87]

Thats not what i hear from friends of yours. I heard that you got mad at me over something i couldnt really control. But i dont hate you. We should e-mail and talk about things i have heard and get them straighten out!

[shreadeddoubt]

i know how you feel beth i have that fear of becoming my father too i think my mother fears it too but i loved my father even with all the times he disappointed me i cant ecactly say it will get better cause it hasnt for me but everytime i think i am going to end up like him i always think no i am my own person just because i am like him doesnt mean i will make the same bad choices i love you woman just remamber that ppl love you and you will always overcome the things that worry you mostest love you *huggles*
angie