It's been over a year since I wrote in this thing but I am hoping that writing out all of my anxieties will somehow help me clear my head ( Read more... )

Committing yourself to anyone at our age is stupid. We will all be completely different people by the time we are 30. Fly solo, ya'll.

who am I and how did I get here?

i really need to learn how to be alone without being lonely.

An excerpt from a journal I used to write in ( Read more... )

everything has clicked and I've begun to understand the meaningfullness in the manner of life's chaos and coincidence. I feel more optimistic and aware than I've ever been.

Now, I may not understand it. I may not even necessarily agree with it. But I'll tell you what, I accept it and just sort of glide along. You want to keep things on an even keel I guess is what I'm saying. You want to go with the flow. The sea refuses no river. The idea is to remain in a state of constant departure while always arriving.Saves on ( Read more... )

I DON"T WANT TO GROW UP

My grandpa died monday afternoon. The hardest part was being there when my grandmother was told that he was gone.

I am so fucking exhausted. I am tired of working all the goddamn time. I am really fucking tired of worrying about money all the goddamn time, and I am even more fucking tired of listening to my parents worry about money all the goddamn time ( Read more... )