I feel hurt. I feel like I am being abandoned down by docks of life. I don't think they ever want to talk to me ever again. That makes me sad
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I'm so tired of being in love. it's exhausting. I'm tired of having to get over people, it's also exhausting. I'm also tired of being alone, it's...well.. lonely. It's a vicious cycle.
I don't really know what I want. I guess I wont till I move across the country. Maybe I wont even then.
But I knwo who my friends are. And I know who I love the most, and that's my friends, and you are very close if not at the top of that list (Joe may be slightly above you, but that's Joe after all :P) I've stopped doing guilt or regret. If they love me and I don't love them... well... thats just the way it goes isn't it.
I don't know. Life is crazy. I try and role with the punches.
Thank you love. I love you a whole bundle. Joe is pretty much way up there for me too. After all, it is Joe. :) But I have no one here. No one. It kinda bothers me.
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I don't really know what I want. I guess I wont till I move across the country. Maybe I wont even then.
But I knwo who my friends are. And I know who I love the most, and that's my friends, and you are very close if not at the top of that list (Joe may be slightly above you, but that's Joe after all :P) I've stopped doing guilt or regret. If they love me and I don't love them... well... thats just the way it goes isn't it.
I don't know. Life is crazy. I try and role with the punches.
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