so its been along time since i posted.. i miss this old thing... but with myspace i dont come back here often.. i hate the name of my journal. but i dont want to get rid of it because i have had it for so long...

well maybe i'll start posting again... i miss talking to my old lj friends..

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its a step in a new direction of writing for me....

my broken and bleeding heart

ascend to a loaded shotgun,

the smell fo gunpowder hangs in the air.

a shot rings out like a heartbeat

a flash comes out of the barrell, ending life

throwing down an empty shell..

let go

the walls are closing in,

theres no room left for me to breath,

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Individuality ( Read more... )

so yeah...what do i do now....im lost for words..i can't sleep at night ..i crashed for about 2 hours and then woke up around 2 am ... i decided to listen to some johnny cash, thinking maybe it would clear my head. around 4am i bundled up and went for a walk around the neighborhood to get my mind off things. i walked around for about a half hour ( Read more... )

anyone want a free heart...this one is broken but if you can fix it you can have it..