Wow i havent written in LJ in foooorever it seems. So on sunday it will be adam and i one year anniversary...well technically. We decided to say the first time we met was our anniversary. We have definately had some downs but mainly ups. I feel like we almost had to go through what we did to make our relationship stronger. Now, we are closer than ( Read more... )

after four and 1/2 years i quit mac cosmetics...and i've never been happier...well maybe since i first got hired.

i feel like i have emphansema. I cant breath...my head hurts from coughing. I threw up three times due to heavy coughing...what is wrong with me? i keep getting sickies.....=(

So...i have great feelings of contentment, its true. I am trying my hardest to not over worry about possibilities. I am trying to just run with the emotion i am enjoying. This is the first relationship i havent over anaylized to the point of no return. I dont know what to really think about that. I mean, i have had many relationships...something ( Read more... )

i have a boyfriend now...weird..but...fantastic!

so i am dating someone now...this is weird for me to say??? its been a lil over month i suppose. Its going well...and well...im smitten. I keep fighting my feelings, i havent opened myself up to anyone since nate. I havent really cared to...this is a task at hand for me...i hope i dont fail.

i got cuddles and kisses again...wtf. this doesnt feel like my life at all...but i am not going to get ahead of myself...i still am not sure how this is gonna pan out...its just nice to care if someone calls me or not...giddy again...

i got to cuddle and kiss last night...i met a new boy...dun dun dun...we'll see how this goes...he made it past the five min mark....hahaha...im giddy.

ok so i was bored and looking at my itunes and i looked up my most played songs. i realized that the top 20 were all songs that really reminded me of specific times or events. So since i have to stay up and wait for my laundry...i am going to write my top 20 songs of this year and explain what they meant to me. If it bores you dont read...its ( Read more... )

Dear boy i always see out...i want to know your name.