i am so confused about life.

I just found my 14 year old niece on myspace...i dont really feel good about that. I want to say something to her...but at the same time i dont want her knowing my myspace...oooooh boy! this is trouble.

i want to meet someone who makes me want to look up and dance around in circles..in a field...full of giddyness...while listening to brighter than sunshine...by aqualung...yep...i've decided...oh, and i think my destination might just be london....

i want to come home from work do billy blanks tae bo work out. Go to bed by midnight. No eating after 8.

wish me luck!

in the last week...i have had two...TWO dreams of having a baby...the first one i had a baby...and the second one was today ...i was like a mom..and was more about raising the kid...is that weird or what? maybe cause so many friens are getting married and have kids...i dunno...what do those kind of dreams mean?

gorilla biscuits live on cbgb.com is fucking amazing!

i tried to be bold tonight...and ask a guy i dont even know if he would want to hang out...i got no answer....man...thats the last time i try to be un-shy. I also cancelled my trip to seattle..long story..but i had the last five days off...it was nice.

i go back to work tomarrow...after being off for a week and a half...in that week i went to boston...had my 24 birthday...all in all everything is going swell. i posted pictures up from boston in a blog on myspace check it out if you like...http://www.myspace.com/yellieabouttown

oh...and i leave for boston tomarrow night...for the next four days<3

I think i might actually like R not just a crush...and that scares the shit out of me.