Julio woke me up this moning by pouring scalding hot water on my body. I love him. Then we fucked it was so hotttt ( Read more... )

I slept for such a long time, I had 2 dreams that I died. But that is my lifelong dream. I probably wasnt even asleep when I dreamt that ( Read more... )

I havent written in a while. I dont know why just didnt fucking feel like it get off my back you fucking nig ( Read more... )

Today I set my own voodoo doll and nothing fucking happened. I didnt even feel remotely warm. I guess you need a soul for those shitty ass peices of crap to work.

I wish "God" existed, because then he'd surely kill off people like me in an instant. And I could finally enjoy the eternal bliss of hell ( Read more... )

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I met my new Garnixx. It was betrayal, doom, and sex at first sight. I mean my drug dealer was a hot fuck, but I think it was mutually just fucking. He didn't even cut. He let me cut him, but still, Im not into people who love themselves so much. Anyway my new fucking love is Julio. He's part-mexican, which is a major no-no, but that's the reason ( Read more... )

Yesterday this skinny preppy bitch was wearing a big cross necklace so I asked her NICELY for it, but she didnt give it to me and jsut gave me a dirty look, so I punched her, grabbed her, strangled her with it (Dont worry, she didnt die.. Or do worry that she didnt die. Either way, shes alive) and then I stole it. So then I put it on burning coals ( Read more... )

I went to the fucking worst show ever yesterday. Fancy Shitty. I think thats what it was called anyway ( Read more... )

I fucking hate my fucking life. Today I am getting a cold, so I just sat in my room screaming so that I could feel my throat getting more and mroe raw. It fucking killed. So i sat home from school, cut, screamed, and made myself throw up, fo hours. THen I went back to sleep, adn I just woke up.