It's March, don't know which day but it's march anyway. S'pposed to be spring right? The days are getting brighter, not much warmer though. But thte sounds of chick-a-dees has always meant its spring again, I think. Hard being confused and depressed. I'm the first to admit it, I'd know ( Read more... )

this entry has changed to reflect that I am soo a dumbass. And a loser, yeah that to.

Today was good.
Thats about it for now.

Very zen like, always this way before a fall. Wonder where this one will lead. Oh well. Hope I enjoy the veiw.

Sure we all want it but do we ever think where all this bliss and ever after comes from? Has anyone taken the time to notice the gross inbalance we inflict on the wheel when we keep the joy flowing and deny ourselves the cold mistress of pain and sorrow? Look around us a bit, all you'll see is giant blinking "insto-gratify" buttons everywhere. All ( Read more... )

Someone better fucking deal with this situation before I let loose. Seriously.

I've heard that a gut wound is the worst way to die, but they're (ya know authorities and such) wrong. The worst way to die is even more painful and prolonged. Love betrayed is the worst, it's loke she built me up- made me hope just enough until it almmost burst forth in a torrent of emotions, and then she cut my soul open and drained it all out. ( Read more... )

So I went to sleep last night and woke up today at like noon-ish. But that's usual now I guess, at least I get paid serious cashage (whoo hoo). I did some thinking and found that my life (or appearnt lack of one) is okay for me. I never really expected much from anything, or anyone and as per usual I was right. Every now and then though I'd like to ( Read more... )

[Okay so yeah first of all I have to ask that Christopher (sorry if I butchered the name man) to get in touch with me before saturday otherwise no real biggie just some thoughts on stuff and stuff ( Read more... )

*Deep Breath ( Read more... )

A: moogles would deffinatly win no doubt. They gots mad dancing skills ( Read more... )