We could steal away in the hold of a worn out schooner sleeping in the harbor and pretend we are too good for this world. That would work out just fine, because often times that's the way I feel. And we could make friends with the fishes, because they'll care more about us than anyone else ever could, and then we'll sail on and barely remember what ( Read more... )

tonight was rough, but i guess i needed it. i really dont know what it is that is in me that makes me constantly want to try and fix things and remedy situations that are probably sometimes better left alone. but it was okay, i feel a bit lighter, i dont wanna say like a load has been lifted cause thats not how i feel, i just feel a little less i ( Read more... )

i don't care about the truth, i just want some happiness.

today i was sitting with alexis and we were talking about sea creatures. and i told him about the frill and goblin sharks recently caught off japan. he then proceeded to tell me about the samurai crabs, and how they came to look like samurai crabs. amazing stuff.

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so tomorrow i meet with fulbright scholar dr. tsuda at his apartment in fc, ohhh maaan, i am incredibly nervous, but still excited.

AND today my newest book came. it is probably the coolest book i've ever seen. french fold, tshirt cover, greatness.


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my top 5 favorite movies yo!!

1. the graduate
2. trainspotting
3. the life aquatic
4. life is beautiful
5. the best year's of our lives

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my travels have taken me far and wide. here are my top 5 favorite places i have visited so far.

1. sao miguel, azores, portugal
2. the whole of ireland
3. paris, france
4. carcassonne, france
5. morocco

in light of yesterday's revelatory incubus experience here are my 5 favorite incubus songs ever.

1. stellar-make yourself
2. sick sad little world-a crow left of the murder
3. rogues- lights grenades
4. dig- light grenades
5. mexico- morning view

stay tuned for more top 5's, and in effect, more "about me."

but i thought i got over it rather easily, and i did i guess. it's just sometimes, for brief moments when i miss him terribly. i still love him and if things were the way they used to be id be with him again and again. but theyre not. and i will never ever get with him again. he did me wrong, and we are too fucking different to make it work now. ( Read more... )