Man, you know, Kate's last post really made me think....in a couple years, it's going to be us graduating, starting our lives....Wow. You don't think about that stuff until it's time, but in the end will we alll be prepared? Remember: The choices you make determine the quality of life you lead.

Hmm. Life is not fun when everything you eat comes back up...Ah well. I hate getting food poisoning. Never eat sausage you cook yourself. Ever.

Jesus. I need sleep..Oi vey, I did not know that one could become so tired in an effort to simply complete one's daily tasks..never has this happened...Jeez. I think I'm on the verge of killing myself...nah okay not really. But still I am very tired, mrs finder thinks I have no limits, but she will soon see for herself..

Know what else, I think i'm in love with someone and yet I can't even call him because I'm to scared to...I feel like I'm being really immature and kiddish, but I just can't make myslef do it...god why not? Ah well...Life is this huge puzzle type thingy where some pieces fit better than others and yet the picture that they make is never the one it ( Read more... )

I think I'm going to die...I have all this crap to do as make up and my life is literally falling into pieces and I'm losing my mind....Ah well..things can get worse, right?

I am soooooooooooooooo freaking condused right now..I don't even know what I should do with myself anymore. It's like friday I was standing on solid ground and now, it being monday, I'm floating through god knows what god knows where. God, I'm really just a wreck right now. I think I know what I should do, but if I do it, I could wind up in the ( Read more... )

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Well, I've been so sick I'm about to die, but other than that, I'm buried under a mound of homework, extremely tired, and frustrated with my work..It's like i'm about to tear into two.

Well, I am about to die. I have decided. I can't do anything else... I can't seem to stop working, and am beginning to wonder wether or not there's something..more..to life.

God, it seems like I can't focus on anything this year. My life is just becoming one huge round thing where the same people pop in and out of it all of the time and things just keep happening over and over. I have no idea what i'm going to do about this Ap world history assignment, but hopefully I'll be able to handle all of the responsibility that ( Read more... )