well it been a long time and i am not in to really write in this well let is i went to TBS yesturday it was good i was up front and then i went to my friend jess sister apartment and slep for the nit ethen me and her went shop the next day saw same weird things but all i could think was about him i really wish i could earse him but what can i do ( Read more... )

well this is dumb i feel like crap and i really think i am depressed because today i wake up as always but i wake up a 5:00 am not 7:00am that was weird but i did not want to go back to bed i just look out my window for 2 hours i was thinking then i went to school my freinds gave me my MCR cd back and i told her i dont need it back now i never ( Read more... )

well i have a new job at trader joes it the best i love the poeple and i love how i do different thing unlike shaws i was only a casher nothing else but nowi get to give out food and give kids balloons and bag and stock and a lot more and i have a little more confidents in my self i have learn that every one is different and i will never be perfect ( Read more... )

well halloween was great we did so much well me and jess and colleen went to my house and we got dressed and ready i was a girl vampire/dead person and colleen look like she was hit by a bus it was so cool jess was grossed out by it but i loved it colleen had this skin stuff that look like she had a cut on her face it was creepy and jess was a 80' ( Read more... )

wow how come happiness only last like 3 days for me its dumb mayb i have a chemical unbalance in my mind or something . today i found a new feeling it a werid one it make me feel like throwing up even though i have not ate anything and i went to the gym to burn off food that was not there and i made some mac and cheese and i cant even eat that ( Read more... )

wow how come happiness only last like 3 days for me its dumb mayb i have a chemical unbalance in my mind or something . today i found a new feeling it a werid one it make me feel like throwing up even though i have not ate anything and i went to the gym to burn off food that was not there and i made some mac and cheese and i cant even eat that ( Read more... )

well yesterday was greenday and i was so happy to go it was me and my friends went we got there and it was so cold i could smell the winter coming and the fact that my nose was so cold when we got in there were so many fucken people it was cool there were so many hot guys and people with signs and stuff like that well we got to are sets and we ( Read more... )

well it been a good week in some way i slept over my friends house yestErday and we pick up my friends jess and colleen and had a long over do girls night we ate outback and watch porn yes i did say porn and all we did was laugh are ass off and thought way in the world would u make a porn anyway her mom was not for the night and we were all alone ( Read more... )

well all i have to say is never ever cause road-rage for the love of god my friend and i have never been so scared she was about to cry and all i could think was o god what did i do and i was going so fast and they were on my ass we were about going 60mph but we lose them so i park the car and ran to my friends house and hide for awhile and then ( Read more... )

well i got over my i hate the world mood i really dont stay mad at people for a long time i dont no y but i hate being mad it makes me feel crappy but my friends and i have talk and 2 of them or fine and were back to planing a halloween trip but the one who i was a little close with is trying to fix her mistake and things she said to me but for ( Read more... )