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This goes out to few of you.
You think I like the it when you say things like that ( Read more... ) -
Sounds like a good idea.
I think I'm gonna move to Montevallo for a semester or two, get about a dozen tattoos while I'm there, makes sure I take pictures at the tattoo shop when I'm getting them done, post those pictures on myspace, move back down to Dothan because I can't accept responsibility, get house arrested and act like it's no big deal (because I'm a grown up), ( Read more... ) -
failure.
I could never be good enough.
and things stood in our way.
now you have everything else you want.
and so do i, but seeing you happy...
makes my life feel empty.
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ruin your life.
you know this won't last.
or just lie to yourself and say that it actually will, but trust me..it won't.
she's just gonna be another disappointment.
living lies and doing things behind your back.
she isn't good for you and you aren't for her.
it's chaos waiting to happen. -
My. God.
I don't mean to sound like an angsty teenager, but I'm full of angst at the moment and I'm a teenager... My dad keeps saying he's gonna fix the car he just bought so I can drive it. It's a '94 and the ball bearing or something came off of the gear shit of something and he said it was a quick fix. But then I we had to wait for the piece to come ( Read more... ) -
Time-killer.
I'm sitting in the library like a jackass because I don't have class till 11:15 ( Read more... ) -
spring break.
To be completely honest, I haven't stopped thinking of you from the last moment you left my driveway.
-Cheyenne
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You make me sick.
I TRY to make peace with you, but if I knew you were such a goddamned immature little kid...I wouldn't have tried so hard. I'm tired of you spreading shit about me, when all I try is to be nice to you, then when you find out that a friend of mine backstabbed you, you start lying to yourself saying that none of the shit that numerous people have ( Read more... ) -
Yea...Late night blogage.
So this whole "Aaron being black thing and my dad disapproving" thing is really bugging me.
I can't stop thinking about.
A lot of friends have given me helpfull advice though.
Papa Bear Bill "Beefy" told me to use the Jesus card and say that He loves everyone of every race equally and if that didn't work out to just say, "Dad, I'm really happy right ( Read more... ) -
It's been a while.
So, like everyone that hasn't posted in here for a while, IT'S BEEN FOREVER.
I've been having the urge to write a lot lately, either online or on paper,
but the feeling lasts for about a couple minutes and then I forget all the ideas I had and I lose interest.
Okay, it really sucks having a great boyfriend that's black and that lives 20 miles away ( Read more... )