Pozo soy justo un poco trastorné hoy, porque Ryan ha decidido de nuevo a ensuciar con mí. Es muy duro amar a alguien cuando es todo lo que él ama ellos mismos. Estoy a través con ser tratado como el crap, así que he decidido que no puedo esperar hasta que salgo de este lugar. ¡Si no consigo aceptado a BYU-I que voy a ir insano!Me siento mudo porque ( Read more... )

Okay, so after I'm totally pissed yesterday and thinking Ryan doesn't give a crap about me he sends me 2 e-mails yesterday. One of them is a pic of beautiful flower, and the other is an e-mail saying this ( Read more... )

Well I'm in for my monthly update! Lots of drama has occured...mostly because I am an idiot and now I'm paying the price. So kissing Ryan...not the smartest thing to do. I like him so much, but I should've known better. After my whole little week of our... whatever that was, on Friday I was chillin at Jordan's house and Mike and Justin were there. ( Read more... )

So how is everyone? Life is pretty peachy keen right now. I'm actually alright with the fact that I just have a crush on a guy, and even if he liked me back he wouldn't do anything, so nothing can mess with that! It's fool proof! Guys make me mad anyway...they're to retarded. I mean I know I'm a little on the crazy side sometimes, but they're just ( Read more... )

Well today was a pretty great day! I got lots of presents, food, and money, so that's always good. Yesterday I went to see the Phantom of the Opera @ Commonwealth 20 with my rents and that was by far the best version I've ever seen! (And most of you know I LOVE phantom , so I've seen like @ least 6-7 diff. versions) *Back to the Christmas update ( Read more... )

So you know what a great feeling is? Knowing you screwed up and there isn't anything you can do about it. I'm not just talking about the whole Ryan ordeal, cause that sob story is getting old and everyone knows he's moved on and whatever. I'm such a freakin screw up and it seems like that never changes much. I can never be good enough for some ( Read more... )

Well starting at last Saturday (Nov. 20?) after chillin with David, Jess, Tiff, and Andrew, my Mom called and was like get home NOW, and you can go back in a while. So I was like WTF mate? So I go home and to my happy surprise Chelsea pops up and decided to stay for Thanksgiving break (which was so cool). So Monday I left school early and went out ( Read more... )

Just got home from Rachel's house, and I didn't think I was gonna have such a great time cause there was lots of people I'm awkward around there, but I had a great time. I'm still sad I didn't make it out to the football game, but I wasn't going alone cuz I didn't have any gas or any one to sit with! We beat Varina 28-25 so that's awesome, I just ( Read more... )

Okay, so tell me why stupid teachers have to go and embarass you in front of the whole class? They are soo gay! Today was one disaster after the other, and I guess I woke up that way cause I keep having like awful nightmares. I keep getting killed or my grades keep plummeting (and since school is the only thing that I am trying to focus on since ( Read more... )

Well, welcome to an episode of lost chapters of the Erica journal. Only you, my faithful viewers can know what's wrong with me lol. Well let me just fill you all in on everything. Marching season is over...thank goodness!!!! Now I can actually have time to sit down and do nothing, approximately EVERY NIGHT EXCEPT THURSDAYS! I'm going crazy with all ( Read more... )