i just left hannahs and we dressed up in semi-formal attire and played board games. the idea was cute and i think it made us more intellectual or something, but for one reason or another the follow through of the night never happened. the board games and keeping the clothes on i mean. i think we were all tired from the nights before. and the day ( Read more... )

i just got in from running and then mowing the lawn. mowing the lawn was the final affirmation that summer has commenced whether i have work to do or not. today i fell into one of those waking dreams where youre almost consciously dictating the direction that your dream is taking. it was about my summer and it made final the fact that im going to ( Read more... )

friday was good because i got to see alicia. and i always need some of that. after, hannahs was great because it was unexpected. things are better when you arent counting on them. also, i do really like this town, only...its because of different people and different things than it used to be.

yesterday/last night/early this morning was...the most ( Read more... )

right now i have a flower in my hair from the bouquet i gave my mom this morning and im wearing my "judice inn" shirt from lafayette louisiana and i can hear my aunt uncle mom dad and grandparents from the other room emphatically talking about their frustration with the way young couple's spell their children's names. for example: "kristofer" ( Read more... )

is back in business
...and ready to do some fucking up.

( prom pictures! )

today after i got home i walked around my house with my book chasing the sunlight from room to room. at first it was in my living room, but then it dimmed a bit and i found it in abundance on the roof outside my room, but it went behind behind a tree. then i found it in my sisters room all condensed in a perfect square on a pillow on the right ( Read more... )

i came upon the acute realization tonight that i hate my high school. not only the work and pointlessness involved in that, but just the people and general culture. i just never thought that i could apply those cliche complaints about small-mindedness, fake friends, unjustified cruelty, and stereotypes to my high school experience...because its ( Read more... )

tonight was a good night. pretty much just a watching a movie night at christians. a conversational night. a night that left me thinking about a lot of things i am pretty certain i didnt want to think about...because of the triviality of it all, not to mention home completely fruitless it is to worry about things like whether people think youre a ( Read more... )

today i prended like i was back in the astrosphere at funtown. it was dusty to and hard to breathe as we sat in a circle where a hammock had just been 5 minutes before. and the incense of "cool water" made it smell like boy. you know; deodorant and camel lights and sometimes beer or pot, but mostly just human smell masked with axe or oldspice. ( Read more... )

so last night in the middle of the night (3:39) i had an epiphany. i now have a new prespective on things. i was reading my book at like 1:00, adn there was this part about dreams. basically...i realized there is a lot more to the theory of waking life than i realized.. the theory they talked about in waking life about lucid dreaming and being ( Read more... )