this was a lovely sunday to cap off a great weekend. half days were...good. friday i stayed around here with will, hannah, alicia, matt, and various other kennebunk that were momentarily sprinkled into the mix. we ended up bringing matt and will to a show in portland and alicia and i went to flatbreads. its good to be rebonding with her ( Read more... )

1. Enter your first name only into Google.

2. Click the "Image" tab.

3. Pick your favorite picture(s) and post in your journal.

( my attempt at this )

everybodys t r y i n g to make us
another cool decade of f.a.k.e.r.s...

another century of fakers...

...im a convenience store connoisseur on a broken shoe-string budget tour

so i dont post a lot. i forget the last thing i said so i wont try and tell you what ive been doing. thank god it was a snowday. i would have cried if it wasnt. i hung out with hannah and drank lots of coffee and did everything that goes along with that. when i came ( Read more... )

i want to be talented. good at something. dedicated. something that isnt fruitless. i dont really do anything ( Read more... )

today i walked goose rocks and drank coffee and smoked butts and basically did what i do every sunday with hannah. and we saw a seal! and made some movies. only we didnt bake a cake after like i wanted to, which made me cranky. haha. and i feel like ive wasted this day. and i have so much to do, cus i am going to washington on tuesday morning ( Read more... )

i dont even think i want to think anymore, or that i would even know how to in the same way as i used to. some of that hopelessly-analytical-for-no-apparent-reason part of me is dead, or a least in a coma. sometimes im just too pessimistic (lazy) to keep trying. good thing ive become a master at sedating myself, (my actions, my thought process..) ( Read more... )

today was mostly horrible. but not really, because it was a necessary horrible. one in which you realize all that youve done wrong. and it was redeeming that i a little bit was able to fix it. and i think things with will are going to be good. back to square one...as he said. but good ( Read more... )

regarding this post: its hard to do. reflection is so heavily based on your mood. but, at the risk of sharing too much, being too vague, and sounding like too typical a teen:

hannah.
will.
pot.
wills waynefleet friends (matt).
music to the maxx.
coffee. coffee. coffee. coffee.
bonding at salvation army (savannah colby john).
pot.
no sleep.
no ( Read more... )

i dont really know what to say about my life lately, hence the lack of posting. its sort of lacking any real grasp on anything important. thats a lie, i dont know how to write it down anymore though. im so thrirsty for beauty. i just want to see things i havnt seen before, and look at things ive seen 1000 times before without realizing im ( Read more... )