i just got another long entry deleted. fuuuuuck ( Read more... )

you all can breathe a big sigh of relief: i found my birkenstocks. my parents arnt going to kick my ass now, and all is now right with the world ( Read more... )

i hate it when it deletes your entry. that just happened to me. oh well, it wasnt long, ill start over ( Read more... )

i had a nice day today. a lot of factions of my life that were slightly deteriorating were improved just a little bit all around today ( Read more... )

*edit* short time later, many shades happier.
i talked to will
started a journal
gained some perspective

i meant everything i said an hour or so ago (minus perhaps some of the strong doses of pessimism...) there is just no sympathy required to boost my confidence anymore.

[night.

i have a lot to say. ill keep it brief (no promises ( Read more... )

so i made a friends only post and i really wanted some feedback and/or attention, and no one commented... bitches!i spent the evening in exeter with alicia. we shopped and then visited liz...and that was awesome. hot kyle from exeter was there too. it was a really good night ( Read more... )

...and if by morning id forgotten you then no big deal id be all right. (cus youre the reoccurring kind)::

happy birthday nick and savannahim sick. i hate history. i should go to bed. and i dont want to march tomorrow. maybe ill stay home ( Read more... )

so im sick. which blows, since i havnt been sick since last winter. today is sort of foggy in my mind...i was tired and barely functioning. i did audition for the play though, i hope i get a part. i wont be crushed if i dont but i wont lie, i would be mildly disappointed if i didnt. i have no homework since im going on the dart day tomorrow ( Read more... )

everyone is making me so unhappy right now. people are all depressed, and im letting it get to me. i cant even tell if im happy or unhappy anymore...because everyone other peoples negative emotions are making me pessimistic ( Read more... )