hhhhhh today sucks. someone go to the movies with me, preferably a cute girl. Anyone? man....

Well break is officially over and I'm going back to school which sucks ass. The only benefit is that I see a certain someone I haven't layed eyes on in a while. Only for like 2 seconds but at least I get to see her. i'm bored, and it figures no ones on when I get back on the damn computer. o well.

What up!! umm not much happens round here. Spring break is on, I gaged my ear. Tim's coming to get his computer and guitar. My mom has to have a heart monitor on her which sucks but I know she'll be ok, she always is. I really don't have anything fun to do for spring break but it will be ok I guess. I want to go somewhere sweet man! but nope ( Read more... )

oh look at that, my mics not broken...: )

Mother fucking!!!!! SON OF A BITCH!!!! i BROKE MY MOTHER FUCKING MICROPHONE!!!!! cOCK@@@@@@ PIECE!!!! AGGGAGAGAGAGAA!!!! jAPANESE PIECEA SHIT!!! >:( FUCK!!!!!!!

Why does she ignore me? I will never understand why I can never be happy. I've always had to deal with not getting anything I WANT, and i've been a good sport about it. I guess...I'm not suppose to get WHAT I WANT. Just so others can be happy. I've never been selfish! I've always sacraficed things for others. If I didn't sacrafice, I wouldn' ( Read more... )

The perfect girl..... She is amazing. I found her but, why would she want me when she could have any other guy? Almost went to one of her games today but I would be super late because of otc. I wanted to show up just to let her know how much she means to me. But of course it didn't work out :( I hope she knows how much I care about her and I ( Read more... )

Ok so what I am planning on doing is recording my newest songs in a perfect manner, that means mixing up the ying yang, and then I will spread the word!

What the hell! Andrew fucking quit!!!! he quit the goddamn band!!! I cannot write a Goddamned song for anything!!!! I don't want to move to fucking Florida!!! I can't stop thinking about this girl!!! I hate school!!! I'm doing horrible in it!!!! I'm bored as hell 24 fucking 7!!! people keep telling me to do something and NO ONE wants to hangout ( Read more... )

I'm sitting here alone tonight just thinking of the fun other people are having, it's fine i'm not depressed or anything. I miss her. Even when I talked to her the other night. I make myself seem like an idiot in front of her. It will be ok, I know it will. I had fun last night at jamas. Though I didn't hang out with Sara and Kassi much, I ( Read more... )