So that last entry was kinda bitter. Sorry ( Read more... )

Geez!!!!  I am way far behind in updating.  I update more on Xanga but that is because I know more people on there and people on there comment on my entries.  You LiveJournalers though.....you disappoint me.  So I will make this short by looking back through my old Xanga entries...

Ummm....about back at the beginning of September I was back in CoMO ( Read more... )

I wish I could give you a good update. I wish I could say things are going well. I wish I could say I am doing better. I wish I could say I don't cry anymore. I wish I could say I'm not in pain anymore. I wish I could say things are starting to ( Read more... )

So last night at midnight I took my hair down from my ponytail and just ran my fingers through my hair to get it flat....and this happened

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i am tired of this life

i want my old one back
      ...more than words could express

i want to eat whatever i want.
i want to take as big of a bite as i possibly can.
i want to not have any problems swallowing food.
i want to not throw up 70% of the times i eat.
i want to wear a bikini.
i want to wear a bikini & not worry about my scars.
i want to able to go in the sun.
i want to be tan.
i want to be attractive.
i want to keep my hair.
i ( Read more... )

i wish i had things my way :(

SUNDAY: Johnny's Beanery for karaoke. No specials but who the hell cares ( Read more... )

radiation is finished ( Read more... )

This weekend was amazing!!!!! I got drunk almost every night. Thursday night we went to Harpo's...can't beat 25 cents a beer. Friday night we went to Field House...$10 bottomless cup for anything. Therefore I took advantage of that and got long island ice teas. Then we headed to a football party and then to Josh's. Saturday Jessie and I found a ( Read more... )