friday, august 17th:

slept with four girls. two were on their period. can't remember any of their names. me and drew got in a fistfight. sold-out show. 100,000 people. I miss my grandparents.

June 6 ( Read more... )

"You told me there was no need to ask what i tasted like because the answer would be "heaven". I thought you meant my mouth. Naive little girl. We were good together. I liked the sexual part. The most amazing time was the first time, or the scariest and therefore what sticks out the most. I remember I was underneath you with my legs spread in my ( Read more... )

She was casually unapproachable. I knew it was right because we repelled one another immediately. She would show up in the middle of the night tasting like salt. She’d run after me wearing only a t-shirt and tell me she’d been at the beach. It was cheaper to lie, I think. I’d come back because it was too near the end of the summer to meet ( Read more... )

The entire screen of missed calls was filled with her name ( Read more... )

The first thing she noticed, and what seemed like the only thing she noticed, was that the Policemen carried machine guns, in the airport, on the street, and in front of important buildings. It was the end of her visit and the car service, some airport shuttle, called to say they were 5 minutes away ( Read more... )

November reminds me of a story my Dad likes to tell about how he and my Mother spent three months in a rented farmhouse in Vermont in the 60’s and on Thanksgiving they ate dinner at a restaurant that only had three tables and “luckily, I had the foresight to bring a bottle of Courvoisier,” says my Dad and after dinner he pulled out the bottle and ( Read more... )

Are you planning on kissing me?” she asks ( Read more... )

She shares sleeping pills while he snores. Wearing Mother’s pearls like artificial skin. A phone call from once-agains, 18 is too young to be a never-been ( Read more... )

share the same experiences

live with your parents to save money

spend all your time growing up too fast

believe what you read

anticipate holidays

use violence delightfully

attract moral inferiors

trick yourself into thinking “this one is different”

life hardly moves in a straight line

fools suffer gladly

youth has no shape

bodies are ( Read more... )