1. havent updated in forever ( Read more... )

can i just tell you...

that if you ever just sit and think...

you can find out things youd never want to find...

you can understand thing youd never think to know...

its crazy and scary and overjoying...

but i like discovering...

its all a part of life...

and im ready for that part...

ive done too many bad things......

**sneaking out

**smoking

**drinking

**moving farther from God

**stealing flowers off a grave

my sins they c a g e me
i cant e s c a p e them
theyre burning t h r o u g h me
God please f o r g i v e me

xoxo

&& Schools interesting
&& not as bad as i imagined
&& me n holly are sneaking out again
&& her and saf seem to be doing well
&& me and justin seem to be doing well too
&& its great how things in life work

&& leave some comments beeyatchs! xoxo

school started monday ( Read more... )

i love him
if he asked me to marry him tomorrow
i would say yes
it scares me
ive been hurt too many times
ive got so many barriers to let down
its going to be really hard to love again
i hope he doesnt break my heart
have a great week everyone
xoxo

omg ( Read more... )

i cant sleep ( Read more... )

Saturday is mine and justins one month anniversary :) hehe ( Read more... )

i spent 6 hours with my bf. 6 pm to 12 am. i love being with him. he brightens me up and can make me smile no matter how upset i am...baby i love you ( Read more... )