i cant even explain how happy i am fucken a right big changes in my life one day youll find out

much love

jay

i guess i realy have gotten away from my self lately. ,music has been my life and i havent given it just ice lately i can tell because when i pick up a pair of sticks i dont feel it as much i feel the burn i love but my chops are diminishing and thats not cool especially being a teacher yah know ( Read more... )

I dunno I have things that bother me I'm just afraid to confront itbecause I am afraid of being rejected. I love I don't hate how do oi approach this I don't know. I had an incedent this weekend that was awfull but great. There are so many things in this world that we are afraid to do. Letting someone in to you everything pretty much handing them ( Read more... )

one more week till i get my raise , one more week till its three months with my amazing girlfriend , 3 more weeks tiill lala palooza everything is going great right know , im more confident then i have ever been especially within the last few days when i actually got the chance for someone to listen to me and talk about all my past troubles it  ( Read more... )

n o matter what i say or how i act i care about you when your down and grumpy i stand by you everynight i will hold you because your my one ( Read more... )

hmmm. i am happy even thoughj i am at work im still happy i get my raise soon my birthdays in a week and i love my girly she is amazing she makes love life more then i ever have

what should i have to drin on my 21st anyone ?

much love 
j bird

hi myself i just want to say its already been two months with my girl and she has been living with me from the beggining and it has been nothing but brilliant

i love it everyday i wake up to her beautifull face smiling at me and everynight i get to tuck her in and kiss her good night

i have never felt this strong about nething or so sure in my ( Read more... )

now ive used it twice in the last year how sweet is that ( Read more... )

so its been over a year since i used this thing but i think i will start to do it again .

i must forwarn you my grammer sucks and so does my typing but i dont care deal with it

ill be 21 in like 3 weeks thats pretty fucking sweet

ive been working a job at structual concepts for just shy of 2 years know im doing pretty well for my self

ive loved and ( Read more... )

bonfires rock lol iyt definitally made my day better after i had to send my amp to get fixed and i blew on of my subs cone right of the coil ( Read more... )