I feel like I've lost touch with myself. I haven't felt this out of place in so long, Im not too sure what route to take. Its kind of a thrill to not know whats coming next. I just have to take this and learn and keep going. Life is pain, and Im starting to see more people are hurting than you ever seem to notice, unless you're also hurting. We'll ( Read more... )

fncking summmmmmmmmmmmer.
its overr :[
i swear, it was unforgetable thouuuuuuuuuuugh
<3

messsssssssssssssseddd up ( Read more... )

im loving everythingg right nowww. i just found out im leaving to el salvador in a week. Ekkk! this is turning out to be one of the best summers i have ever haddd. :]

"Oww! Jeez-- What was that for?!"

"It doesn't matter; it's in the past!" {laughs}

"Yeah, but it still hurts."

"Oh yes, the past can hurt. But the way I see it, you can either run from it, or... learn from it."

i chose neither of my prior choices. I need to figure things out before getting into another one of these thingsssssss.

PROS:
1. Original
2. Unique
3. Genuine
4. Has MY priority
5. Gorgeous
6. Memories
7. Attached
8. Unconventional
9. Leader
10. Semi/Conservative

CONS:
1. Always gone
2. Stoner
3. Has OTHER priorities
4. drifter
5. no drive
6. dissappears often
7. expects first place
8. VERY defensive
9. Vague and unclear
10. Hidden

PROS:
1. Funny
2. Gives priority
3. Combatable
4. ( Read more... )

Things are FINALLLY looking up. i got car insurance, a new job at third st., good grades, anddddd i found the old inspiration i used to once attain.

She's the cream of the crop.
:]

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i cannot recall another day which ive hidden in my room for so long. I dont understand it. Why is it wrong that i've taken initiative? its not right to assume im going to take the responsibilities of an adult without getting hte privileges of one. I mean, at least, that seems logical to me.

It's always the same. "i got really drunk and made out with some guy"
im tired of the same fucking excuses and stories.
I meannn yeaaaaaa blaaaaaaaze it :], but once thats EVERYTHING you have 
Fuck.