yes, indeed i am back, now that i have got my password back, more to come later.

have not posted in forever, but this i had to post...

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yeah i have not been updating my lj causei ahve been too busy and i ahev facebook!
bye now

so yeah i love bowling, have a lot of fun, still am frustrated about the whole sky thing, the whole not knowing and such, but yeahi am trying to keep myself distracted, seems to be workign ok, not great but whatever. ah well more later when there is something there

well i have finally lost my ability to pretend i don't miss jack. damn world. the uncertity of things does not help much. and lack of ability to communicate is awful. and a psycho person too. dammit, sometimes i feel like being paranoid just soi can say the world is against me. fuckit, the world IS against me ( Read more... )

omg...so...yeah ( Read more... )

so i am trying to give sky some space becaue i am pretsure he is still all blah over the last guy who lied to him and such, but i do like him and want to have something, buit i am not ready to push him to it. until then still looking. i am neutral right now, but i hvae realized i have gotten more confident and such, oh and i got a new writst ( Read more... )

so way back when i first started going to outright, i saw this guy there named sky, jack was his real name, but taht didn't matter. at the time i was like, wow he is cute. but being the internal pessemist i am i was like damn that'll never happen. the other night, friday precisely, i saw him and he asked if i wanted to hang out and i was like ( Read more... )

"i'm gunning down romance ( Read more... )

so i wondered one day if my lj should maybe be mroe upbeat sometimes, but then i realized the reason it is almost always sad or whatnot is i only feel the ned to write in it wheni am sad or whatever ( Read more... )