i was once asked what my pet peaves were, and at that time i really didnt know what they were. ive always been against dressing up animals, but other than that, i could not come up with anything big. more than likely this is the result of my pleasant easy going personality. not much can really bother me to the extent of becoming a "pet-peave". ( Read more... )

I write about personal things in livejournal because i know only people that really matter read it anyway. so here goes ( Read more... )

I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE! IM WANT SOMETHING TO BE MAD AT. I WANT SOMETHING TO HATE. IM GOING CRAZY. FUCK

im losing grips with the person i used to be. ive never been selfish. i am now. i want my life back. i want to be able to go do what i want to do. everything is annoying me. its not my grandpa's fault. he cant help it. he's 100x more miserable than i am. Is it selfish to ask God to make me not selfish so i want feel bad for being selfish?

so last night was absolutely horrible. ive been seeing these random colorful aura's out of my left eye every now and then for the last couple days, and i never really thought anything about it. last night i realized what they meant. i had the worst migraine ive had sense i was a kid. that may sound a little whiny but ive suffered from migraines ( Read more... )

two posts in a day is weird for me i know, get over it ( Read more... )

i wanted to jot down some of the weird empty spaces ive discovered in different parts of my life ( Read more... )

i move to bham in about 2 weeks! im scared to death. i know noone in bham, except a few girls we all met at the beach during spring break, and one girl who apparently quit responding to my comments. thanks. i got an apartment in southside in this big duplexed house. it turned out to be a house that my parents had a contract to buy about 20 ( Read more... )

you ever get the feeling that you are being ignored, and dont know why? its not fun. you know who you are.

i proudly wear my cross and st. christopher, yet im different. i stand to sing, sit to listen, and kneal to pray, yet im different. my religion as once again delt me a harsh blow. being catholic/episcopalian in the south has never been easy, but i thought it might get better as i got older, yet it hasnt. the one thing that i have secretly ( Read more... )